Filled with the sense of eternity
clock ticking second, minutes, hours wasted.
struggling with myself
the action I can't control
thoughts racing, pressing themselves into my consciousness.
Battling my will, pressuring sanity.
frustration mounting...
and the clock keeps ticking
seconds, minutes...
hours...
searching for calm, serenity, peace, relaxation
pulled back out of the black
1,2,3,3,2,1--
The future, tomorrow, lists, Remember!
wait, wait, wait.
3, 2, 1--
duties, responsibilities, obligations
no!
2, 1--
melody, music, checks, bills, questions
father, mother, sister, brother...
the clock is still ticking,
1--
counting down to the end
no release, no quiet inside
no moment for myself.
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